heyyyyyyy, haven't posted in....FOREVER!! got a new template though, pretty sweet, and much more me. so ya. this is my blog instead of the dumb myspace blog.

so, i'm really bored, and i was talking to sam, but then she got offline. so now i'm bored. and block days now officially suck, seminar, 5 minute passing periods, 30 min lunch, and 8:30 on thurs instead of 9:15 or whatever. ewwwww!!!

whatever. i'm gonna go watch me some youtube.

peace

ok. so, ya, i really don't want to go into stuff right now. just one thing.

i have liked this guy for a very long time. and for a while, i thought he might like me too!! then he asked me to the movies, but never called back, so we never went. and now, all of the sudden, he will hardly even look at me. and let me tell you, that hurts.

and then, one of my friends (since preschool), who has kind of been off and on, a little two-faced, and then decides to ask me to give her my pics from dino ridge. and you know me, the worlds biggest pushover. so i couldn't say no. but then, i had my dad print out the pics for me (digital camera) and he deleated them!! so i'm scared that person will be mad @ me... :(

and theres other stuff, but i have to go eat now, to ttyl!!

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Gina

ok, so, Hannah is expecting a long story about what was wrong today, and don't worry, you shall get it dear. i was trying to fix the background and such, but then stupid cbox had to shut down or have issues, or get an internet STD or WHATEVER, so le comments are not working:(:( because i can't figure out how to put the other kind in, and it takes too much thinking

anyway, lets just say it has to do with friends, a horrible birthday that will soon happen (mine) and a scalp that bleeds and scabs for no apparent reason (also mine). so i get to go to the doctor sometime. woo. you know, now that i think of it, i have alot of random bleeding going on.....wierd. but ya, i cried for about 2 hours straigh, because, basicly, none of my friends care about me or want to do stuff with me. not even on my birthday. so, like last year, its going to be a crappy birthday, though hopefully i won't have to spend it in a stupid ass counsiler's office getting yelled at by my former best friend. Nadia. fucking. Belkin.

so, thats the basic gist, and i promise i will go into detail tomorrow. as for the comment issue, just send me a message on myspace or whatever

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Gina

mehhhhhhhhhhhh

is anyone else tired of this blog template??? cuz i am. does anyone have any ideas on what the new one should be?!?!?!

let me know....

~*~*Gina*~*~

ok, so heres the deal people. i know no one really wants to read song lyrics, but seriously, these are good. they are exactly how i feel about someone. i wish i could just give him the song to let him know how i feel.

I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head

Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth this--yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

It won't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care

Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it.
yeah

If I could say what I wanna to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I wanna to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

What's wrong with my tongue?
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say

Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it--yeah

I guess i'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

These things I'll never say


yep, that pretty much says it all
~*~*Gina*~*~

a fortune cookie once told me

"Good news of a long-awaited event will arrive soon"

o_0

wow

-G

meh :( *is nervous*

~*~*Gina*~*~